Erasing

... never been this easier these days. Especially when you have integrated your mind to nothingness and an unknown silent beneath your lumpy feelings. Is that so? For now? Yes, indeed.

Heart New Gelael

I've been living with Gelael since i was a little girl. I have 2 Gelael in my area, now they down into 1. And a few months ago the only one in MT Haryono, near Pancoran; has evolved! And i like the transformation. 

  

  

 

 

 

Black is good! Dark is elegant! Love love loveee :D

Random post

One day at the bus. (Left) An old man. Wonder what he was thinking that time.. :D (Right) A man who sold hair accessories and several tiny useful things. He was on his way home at Pasar Rumput, Manggarai. We had a little chat back then.

   Traffic jam outside my house. Nice, people!!! Stupid cars parked as they like. Not it has been a daily routine since that BTA was  built. 

 

Hm, kinda forgot where it was. Guess it was on the furniture exhibition at Senayan. One thing i like about attending on an exhibition,eyes & window shopping!!!

  

Thank you Kompasiana, these freebies made me happy :D

  

One of the best place to swim. Citos! Humm, dunno, maybe the environment? :P 

  

Nice boots for IDR800,000 from Pull&Bear. Must. Have. (later.... T^T...)

  

I hope this will be the daily situation in Jakarta. Amen

  

One dazzling afternoon :)

I AM NOT THE BEST, BUT I'M NEXT TO IT (standing besides Walt Disney)

Menang gaya kalah nasib -_-"

Menang gaya dan (sedikit) skil komputer, tapi kalah nasib, ya beginilah jadinya:

saat Daniel Craig lagi booming-boomingnya...

ketika Gaspard Ulliel terlihat seperti bidadariwan Prancis...

 

kalau yang ini beneran! Ehehh :D

Ya Tuhan semoga impianku ketemu artis-artis favorit suatu saat terwujud (sebelum saya berumur 35 kalau boleh ya Tuhan..)

Wanting, needing, and dreaming

Speaking about wanting and needing something, both produce the same importance but the ending isn't always predictable.

Lets say i want to eat rujak soo bad. I'll search for it wherever i go and unfortunately i didn't find any. It'll wreck my day and i ended up giving the grumpy face all day.

Lets say i want to go to the office with motorcycle instead using a bus for its comfortable and time saver. But then i don't get any 'ojek' and i decide to use bus (plus extra disappointment). And you know what, i finally experience something on the road. Met a wonderful-voice street singer, buy three sour-candy (my favorite street candy of all time), and witness an impressive red Camper car parking on a supermarket in the corner of the street. How awesome is that? That might not happen if only i use 'ojek'

Speaking about wanting and needing something.

I always dreaming about having anything i want. Imagining things, unrealizable things (in my opinion), a fairytale story about real life and every good stories behind. A Perfect job, a perfect boyfriend, a perfect family, even though perfection isn't exist. Wait wait.. Yes it exist! Only if you think so.

Speaking about wanting and needing something.

There're always a few cases where i finally got what i want, in a way i never imagine it would be. Like, i dreamed or wished for it 5 years ago, i get it five years after. Therefore i never doubt of my dreams because i believe it'll happen one day.

You don't have to worry about the way i see the world because it's just my way. Period. People always slap me by saying 'dream high but never ever leave the earth' because reality isn't always beautiful. It needs hard work and willingness. I thank them for that. Never ever forget the deep advise.

I consider myself as a lucky dangler. Who dream high and plan to fly. I thank God for every facilities that has given to me. Everything. I don't know, i just feel that way.

Speaking about wanting and needing something. There're a few cases when i finally realize that:

"sometimes what you want, isn't always what you need"

My Passion?

Suatu hari di malam yang kelabu, hatikupun terasa kelabu. Kunyalakanlah radio kesukaanku, Hard Rock Fm dan menunggu saat-saat Retromantic, siaran favorit akyuuuu. Lalu tibalah saat-saat iklan mengenai Coach Career yang intinya, Your Job is Not Your Career.

I was stunned! x'D *sekaligus nelongso*

Kenapa segitu stunned-nya? Karena itu sangat menusuk sekali. Pekerjaan yang kita lakukan ini memanglah bukan karir kita. Bukan passion kita. Soalnya adaaaa aja alasan dibalik kita bekerja yang sebenernya bukan untuk kita. Keluarga lah, nggak ada kerjaan lah, soalnya deket rumah lah, soalnya deket pacar lah, dll, dst. Tapi apakah kita suka apa yang kita kerjakan?

Hmmm... bagi yang menjawab suka, bagus! You've brought positivity in your life :D

Tapi yang nggak? Mungkin ini saatnya penjajakan dan pencarian, passion dan karir kamu yang sebenernya :)

Speaking of Passion. What is your passion? Ah, heck other people.

What is my passion?? 

*thinking hard*

Sebenernya banyaaaak banget. I'm gonna list what i remember right now.

*An Illustrator with Identity. 

Hufff dengan gaya gambar yang sekian banyak jenisnya, suka ngeksplor, bosenan sama gaya yang itu-itu aja *gayaa??? maksudnya? :P *  Like my favorite illustrator, Mr Alberto Cerriteno :) LOVEEE HIS ARTWORK SO MUCH! 

Kadang suka bertanya-tanya sendiri, mendingan bisa banyak gaya atau satu aja? Meski dibilang nggak konsisten, tapi entah kenapa selaluuu aja gabisa kalau fokus sama satu aja. Hufff...

*A writer with Fantasy.

As elegant vulgarism like Vladimir Nabokov or puzzling like John Grisham or Michael Crichton, or even as imaginative like Daniel Wallace?

 

* A Solo Traveler.

With camera, netbook, pen & sketchbook, and i'm about to go go go! Meeting new people, new cultures, old new heaven :)

*A Jazzy & 90's Cafe Singer.

90s songs are all memorable! And Jazz, it's eternal! 

*An Artsy Hand

Oh come on. I have lotsa wated garbage and used things in my house. I could've done something amazing with it. "Make something out of nothing". Like this one: 

Oya, kalau mau liat yang lain, visit situs akyuuu yahh!! *dari dulu isinya nggak nambah-nambah nih!! *_*

Hmmm.. so far baru ini yang kepikiran :D

What are dreams without any effortss???? *slaping my face badly*