I’m in my last year in campus (amen..) and there’s no more practices task, like advertising experiment, compositions, sign system, playing with ink, poster paint, hand drawing, and bla – bla, no more anything with concepts and hand work.
What lies in front of my eyes everyday is WORDS WORDS AND WORDSSSSSSS. Dealing with social campaign, concept, semiotics in advertising, and God I wanna puke right now.
It’s not that I HATE WORDS and ANALYSIST, for real, I REALLY LOVE THAT KINDA STUFF (for real my friends, I mean it, it’s written in capital so you know that I’m not exaggerating).
1. I have to read books. I’m really weak in this. I rarely, no.. VERY RARERLY to read books. What I mean is books as a syllabus. I’d prefer natural science, history, kind of book. And with pictures. And maybe should I mention: pocket book? Smaller.
NO! NO! NOOOOOO
I HAVE TO LIKE
Okay, positive suggestion..
I REALLY LOVE
Two days ago I attacked my friends room and took over his books. By the thought that I’ll finish those books quick. I dunno!!! You know, I can read three pages and forget all after that. WHYYYY???? WHYYY??? My mom always tells me to read. She told me that when she was in
, her teacher always gave all the students, a reading task. And it’s not just ordinary books, it’s literatureeeeeeeeeee. England
Positive suggestion: I know that I WILL love reading. I should learn to love books. I like to write, how come I don’t like to read, hey? READ READ READ BOOOKKKKSSSS.
I should learn before knowing it’s too late
2. I’m a deadline person. I do job by deadline. IT’S BAD! IT’s JUST NOT RIGHT. Okay deadline, but I should’ve done a few before the deadline. I have to change the way I think about deadline.
Deadline: is a time when you stay in bed enjoying your tea and thank God your job has finish.
Deadline: is a time to start your job
“Ow, my idea always come when I hit deadline..”
BACK TO THE FIRST DESCRIBTION ABOUT DEADLINE WILL YA
3. Lack of sleep. Very lack of sleep. Especially in this fasting month.Okay, I wake up at 9 am in September 19, then la la la campus stuff… , then finished my job at night start at 9 pm that day, having breakfast at 3 am (because it’s fasting month) at September 20 and sleep at 5 am, two hours after. And wake up at 8 am. No I’m lying, at 9!! At that time I should’ve sit in class. I only have 4 hours to sleep, no coffee (don’t really like it), and keep opening my eyes for 20 hours. And it happens almost everyday since a month ago.
I’M GONNA DIE
4. But thank God I have enough nutrition. Enough eat, fruits and veggie, milk always, water always, ahhh…
BUT I NEEDDD SLEEEPPPPPP
I’M GONNA DIE
-the dead 65kiloes meat-