Blinded by the slight

and so my love, this is almost the end.
i said, the end!
an exclamation point for you to understand.
why can't you  let them go?
the feeling, the air
the freedom, despair

Turn back time

[ if i could go back
  i'd choose nowhere
  i'd want nothing
  but the time when i suck my thumb,
  would be good. ]

Requiem of a dream

The hopes and dreams of four ambitious.

 

Requiem for a Dream is a 2000 film adaptation of the 1978 novel of the same name. The novel was written by Hubert Selby, Jr.; the film adaptation was directed by Darren Aronofsky, and starred Ellen Burstyn, Jared Leto, Jennifer Connelly, and Marlon Wayans. Burstyn was nominated for an Academy Award for Best Actress for her performance.

The film depicts different forms of addiction, leading to the characters’ imprisonment in a dream world of delusion and reckless desperation that is subsequently overtaken and devastated by reality.

Random post :D

With two of my besties :D yuke and momon. We shared stories, tears, and laugh all that day

AFung meatball! yuke's references. it was good and tasty. though i finished one Burger King and a Strawberry Sundae ice cream, hihihi :)

Finally! I tried gas fueled bajaj! More calm and relax, better than the regular one.

One sick man. Poor you :(

 

Overload Romance, performed in a cafe. Fashionesedaily event

Tell the untold

 ~

come out come out wherever you are

coz the more you hide, the better i sniff.

One afternoon

i'm sitting alone. at the corner of my back office. a pretty nice place to kill boredom. just alone

then i met his kid. he's an identical brother of a mousedeer. or maybe a giant rabbit? he jumped
all at the time and i just wanted to jump with him. to whatever it may be.

Let it tell. Uncover

You don't have to say thank you to show you care. After the long time battle we had. Seems like silence is all that we have. For you find comfort and easy in that. But i need something real in my head. Say it loud say it clear so i can feel a glimpse of amity. I want proof, whether a sign nor a perform. As long as not another explicit message like you used to perform. I'm tired of feeling, bored of imagining, i want a shocking wave blasting surround me until it reaches the core of my alveoli.

Once lived

-i once lived-

Lets talk about death will you.
With every tears, by every pray
What is death to you?

I've seen death in a way human does.
I've seen a smile before they took a life
I've seen minute of pain, right after shocking accident
I've seen nothing but they just suddenly passed away

A good question once a friend ever asked,
"better be in pain, or seeing your loved one in pain?"
For we all will experience the equal pain,
there's nothing.

Let's talk about death will you,
how's your life going?

Want these shoess XD

Job burnout

a very insightful article from her world magazine

Bangkit dari tempat tidur dengan perasaan malas luar biasa. Di kantor, hanya memandangi komputer. Tugas tak dapat dijalankan secara maksimal. But when it comes to 5 pm, you feel sooo tired as if you have worked very hard, memeras keringat, dan merasa diperbudak. Seperti inikah kami? If your answer is yes, you have experienced what we call as a job burnout. Nggak hanya pekerjaan yang terpengaruh, melainkan juga kehidupan sosialmu.

play..dead, maybe? :)

Bukan sekedar bosan atau salah pilih.
This is common in a very stressful workspace. The American Institute of Stress defines job burnout sebagai reaksi negatif terhadap stress yang terjadi dalam pekerjaan. Definisi lain dalam Merriam-Webster's Collegiate Dictionary menjelaskan lebh detail lagi, "kelelahan fisik atau emosi yang biasanya terjadi akibat stress atau frustasi yang berkepanjangan".